all about work...

this is definitely one of those entries written out of sheer impulse.

after reading D's blog on his awesome summer, sure I did feel happy for him to be enjoying every single moment of it.

I am envious of those who took courage to step into teaching.

I'm one of those who prefer to explore the big world out there, have fun then settle into some place comfortable at the later part.

Weeks ago, Brian shared the plans he had laid out for 2009 productions.

Before Wizard even started, he already thought of writting a play for Nov '09.

I was indeed impressed and am filled with sincere admiration for him because he is so talented, creative and has the gift for producing quality plays all from his heart. No one, thus far, can beat this great boss of mine.

I hate the thought of this, but I know quite likely, I'm already hooked to this company. Everyday's a challenge but once you see your plans materialising, it's a sense of gratification no one else, other than yourself, can understand.

I've stuck a little card on my macboard that says "People with goals succeed because they know where they are going". When I put it there five months ago, I stared at it everyday bearing selfish intentions of leaving anytime to my desired industry.

As I looked at it today, i knew my plans were different. Big plan I have, that is to 'sell' my director and my company to my utmost capability. How? I really don't know yet. But I will soon.

We all know actors living in Singapore cannot survive on acting alone. That's pretty much the same to the people working behind the scenes. Though I still get mom instigating me to get a better paying job or one that allows me to travel as frequent as Ivy does... I just brush it off knowing she probably doesn't understand.

Tough. But probably I'm still safely guarded under the wings of my parents where I can pursue my selfish desires and passions in an industry that doesn't feed me well enough.

we'll see.