It's Hard.

Not easy being Miss Nice.

She said to try.

I did.

Wrong move.

Now she's mad at him.

He feels ....

I feel bad.

She asked if I solved the problem.

How?

Sigh. Me and my big mouth.

It's easy not being Miss Nice. :(

Prized Possessions~

Ah... after terrible weeks of late nights and CNY, I finally got down to blogging again!
The weeks were that bad that I didn't even have the chance to do CNY shopping! Seriously, it's not that I care, but when everybody else can't stop asking " Have you done CNY shopping?" I start to feel so left out.. :(

Shopping is something which I have two definitions for:

Window Shopping - Shopping with friends/family members

Frankly, when I do shopping with friends, I feel contented just walking and tagging along behind watching what they buy and giving opinions. When I see something that catches my attention, I will go home, consider and then go back to get it another day.

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Shopping for Stuff - Shopping ALONE

I know I suck at being a shopping companion, but I guess I hate to keep people waiting while I go try out clothes, let people witness my incessant bargaining with the shopowners or mom/dad commenting clothes not nice (when I liked it). So I just become my own shopping companion.

It's faster to move around if you're alone, picking up the clothes you wanna try and move on to another shop or shopping centre.

And that was what I did last Sunday while waiting for my parents! Within an hour, I picked up 3 pcs paid for it. When they came we moved on to the food department!

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3 prized possessions of 2007 - Feb!

M:industries
Walt Disney's Mickey Mouse Racer Back Tank!
I wasn't expecting a 40%discount, but hell yeah! Good buy.

Boxes of Korean medicine; China imported
All that talk about addiction. No worries, addiction - under control.

PRIZED POSSESSION of the WEEK!
Kwon Sang Woo's The Face Shop 2007 diary!
Believe it or not, it's so pretty I almost didn't want to use it.

Anyway, thanks to my dearest sister, I get Prized Possession #2 & #3. Otherwise, it's just one to live with for now!

*smooch* my little vinegar pot called I.V.Y. muahahaha...

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De-->StreSs CNY!

Haha.. for the CNY weekend, I devoted 4 days - 4hr/day to this show..

MY GIRL 마이걸

I ended up totally bushed by today (last episode), coupled in with the spring cleaning, the visitation and the horrible 10hrs of filming at PGP on Friday night.

I loved the show (as usual, duh) and wished I could have the luxury of couching in my sofa forever and ever just watching these korean dramas. If only life was great in this definition. :(

Midsem break is here and it's time to get my engine started. I guess the collection of Korean dramas stacked neatly on my beautiful shelf will be in my arms in 2 months time!

AZAR AZAR BASHA! Go Go Fighting!

**Whinings**

Hm, ever since this sem started, my social life is less happening.

School, work, home, tuition. Not very cool.

In fact, the times when I stayed home were lesser than what pple thought when they heard that I've a three days week. My off days are dunnoe spent on what too. All I know is I'm losing energy quicker than I am gaining it.

Kept going late for science lectures, no thanks to the ts modules. :(

Gotta miss shoppings with the girls...

Problems arranging tuition timings...

No new year/mid sem break....

*yawn*

Just let me whine. It's my blog. :)

In a bid to win iPod nano... look what Mr Sam did at...

'Why are you my Valentine'?

Find the post sent in by Samuel Ang (I wondered when did I date this person).

Hard to say goodbye

I finally picked up the courage and the determination to tell Heidi I'm quitting.

That was Saturday. For the next three hours before I ended work, was extremely tensed. I wished I could run away.

Upon hearing that, she teared uncontrollably and left the shop for a long time. Came back, didn't talk to me much.

At that point, I realised that 'Sorry' wasn't exactly the hardest thing to say. But 'Goodbye' especially to those you love.

I suddenly thought of death. At least I had a chance to say 'Goodbye' to those at work and I could always visit them when I pass by the vicinity. What about times when your loved ones leave without saying 'Goodbye'? And the next time when you tell them, they could no longer hear you for their soul has left the body?

I remembered Ivy asking me what was important in my life. I would now say, FAMILY.

Money used to be one of the top priority to me. Not anymore. Just look at the NKF saga. It all boils down to greed, fame, money. Read about them, it's child's act.

This in turn reminded me of a 'historical' conversation I had with YH. He mentioned once that building relationships is important. I retorted his statement on the basis that he has already gotten what he wanted. Being a Dentist which would allow him to earn more than any of us. He said no, not true. He says I will understand when I get to his age.

I guess I do now.

I cannot imagine the day when it is finally my turn to say 'Goodbye' to my parents... ... for good.

xXx Updates xXx

Urgh, another whiny post. Yes.

Remember the script I posted in my last few post? Yeah, we were asked to get into groups of 6, read each other's script and then pick one everyone liked. My grp chose mine.

Just as I finished formulating (mentally) the shooting technique, style, timing, music to use, the lecturer threw a bomb onto me.

Scriptwriters whose script was chosen for the shoot, please take ur stuff and head to the other grp.

Damn!

I was shocked... I headed to the other grp, took up the script they chose, stared at the first line for ten mins. I couldn't believe what I was in for. The current script I have in my hand is totally incomprehensible.

Subject: Gays & Lesbians.

Characters: 4 males.

Props: Chicken Suit

That's all I could make out. Too many lines for dialogue & last min, Campbell said we have to exclude all dialogue from the film and replace it with music. *double damns*

You must be thinking, I'm whining way to0 much. Yes. Because it really mattered to me. My script was good. I already have in mind what to shoot, where and how.

Sometimes, I do wonder... what is God thinking?

Since the beginning of this year, he threw me in a lot of unfamiliar, strange, possibly the craziest environment I think I would never survive.

Is it because I haven't signal to use my spiritual lifeline yet...
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1800-CALL-GOD